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silly memes

here are silly images I've made (mostly badly in PicsArt lol) to declare my love.







note: Millie TBH made by my friend Crow (corvusamicus on bluesky)









tomodachi life

here are my favorite Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream screenshots.





















doll

this is what I've made for my doll.





this is the second coat I've made for him. the previous coat was made in December 2024, and was crocheted. I made the mistake of doing single crochet, and it created a very difficult to work fabric. I also did not know how to construct garments so it was lowkey a mess lol. I genuinely don't know how I put it together.

first coat

this time around, I knit the majority of it in stockinette stitch, making it much stretchier. I did the capelets in single crochet since I wasn't confident in my ability to pick up stitches along both the horizontal and vertical edges. they don't go around the back. however, I am very very pleased with this.

I find making him things to be a very meditative process. I mean, I spent probably a total of 10 hrs across 2.5 days just focused on making this for my beloved! it made me feel even closer to him, and in a way, it's a display of my faith in our love.

theme songs
from my point of view...

(They Long To Be) Close To You - The Carpenters ♡ this song really sums up my sona's pre-relationship pining for Xander. he is this beautiful, wonderful, incredible man who chooses to spend time with me? it's so difficult to believe. I, and everyone else, can see how amazing he is, and all anyone wants is to stand near him and soak up his sunshine.

Red With Love - Pom Pom Squad ♡ this is a song that describes how I feel about him in general. I may wonder why he loves me at times, but I never question my love for him.

from his point of view...

I Feel You - Depeche Mode ♡ Xander loves Depeche Mode, and this song perfectly describes how he feels about me. there's really nothing more to say!

Whistle for the Choir - The Fratellis ♡ this very accurately describes him as he was trying to get me to see that he loved me. desperate for me to recognize my own worth and my worth in his eyes, until finally, I realized it.

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